Hello, I’m Rose and I’m a 35-year-old woman who has made a mistake that became the biggest regret of her life.
I was a teenager when I took my first puff of cigarette. At first, it was all occasional because my friends used to smoke so I felt like taking a few puffs helped me fit in well. I did not realise when I got so badly addicted to smoking that even the thought of living a few hours without cigarettes would haunt me. I was a heavy smoker for almost 10 years of my life. I had breathing issues all these years but I never took it seriously, honestly, I was just scared that I will have to quit smoking.
Then a day comes in my life and I get to know that I will be having a baby. A woman loves her child more than anything so did I but I never got to meet my child because I had a miscarriage. All this because of the years I spent smoking.
I was devastated, stressed and in a lot of pain and all I could reach for was the cigarettes because my mind was just fixed to this idea that these will calm my mind down, that’s when my husband gave me a vape pen and an e-liquid and I must say! I could seriously feel the health coming back to my body although I was vaping but I did not face anymore issues. I was finally living.
It still hurts for my baby but my little one helped me live a better, healthier life. Now I’m a mother of a beautiful daughter and I’m blessed that I got out of the grave of smoking.